~colourfull day~

MOPD clinic

~COLOURFULL DAY PART 1~

holla....huhu baru ade mase sket nak update blog..lately mcm2 yg happen..byk sgt rasenye nak di citekan...tpi tgkla..heeehee...firstly nak story sal hri jumaat yang lepas.awl2 pagi lgi aku da bgun..kul 8 da kene gerak ke HTAA...dis time pun sera yang temankan aku..tq so much sera..sory sgt coz terpakse ganngu time tido ko.heehee..then dlm kul 845 aku smpai...trus pgi ke MOPD aku pun xtau MOPD tu stand for ape...kalo iktkan last day aku kene amik drah dlu..pas da amik darah kenela plak tggu result..tggu punye tggu suddenly aku dpt call dri Doktor..rupenye doktr dah tggu aku untk bgitau sal result tu..aku pun trus masuk bilik doktr ..huh mse on the way jmpe doktr tu neves sgt rase...mcm2 aku berdoa mase tu...smpai2 je doktr tu senyum jer..chinese tpi sgt fasih ckp malay..die tanye u nak tgk x the scan??aku pun jawb nakkk....then she show ...memg jelas sgt bezenye b4 treatment n after treatment...she said the sel dah byk yang xade...tpi the bad news is still ade lgi sikit...so i need to preceed my chemo for the 6 times again!!!! what?? doktr i though i dah xperlu wat chemo..she said no la..u have too finish it..oh Tuhan...again n again...i have to face it again..Ya Allah berikan aku kekuatan

untuk menghadapinye lagi..so shahira bile u bole admit?today can? no no i said..can i admit next week??bile? selase can she said..nope cannot.i have presentation on wednesday..okey so i let u choose on ur own ...okey after pertimbgkn sumenye... i suggest her on thursday..okey she agree..i can delay it again coz its about 1 month i delay my chemo...i just can smile after that...tpi dalam hti ni Dia jer yang tau...lepas dpt borg untk admit this thursday aku pun trus balik...mase dlm kete tu aku xdpt tahan lgi..n i cry...aku xtau why must i cry..the gud news is the cell dah byk yang xade,..alhamdulillah..aku bersyukur sgt..but the other news i had to proceed again my chemo...thats mean now im on half of the treatment...patutla doktr said its still along journey...uncle pun penah ckp cmtu...maybe they all xnk aku stress sgt...okey anything happen pun i will face it....insyaAllah...

okey tutup cite sal result tu...lege rase dapt share ngan sume...u all pray for me k...

to be continued.....